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"Hostorical romance set in England or Scotland a girl escapes from her husband who belongs to a cult, he’s been keeping her drugged so she is unaware of their parties. She gives birth and the tell her the baby died, but she remembers it being left in the cold, she escape s and she walks barefoot in the snow to a safe house of an estranged aunt she spends a few years recuperating before she returns to ton with a new name seeking a safe marriage "